Post by neroblackcat on Apr 12, 2019 1:59:47 GMT
Good evening (EST) everyone,
I just want to update my inactivity notice because I think my last one was made MONTHS ago...
So as many of y'all may know, I am a college student. On top of all the classes and clubs I'm in (classes: 5, clubs: about 10, including student body stuff), I also have bipolar depression, generalized anxiety, and (what I believe to be) ptsd (I have to wait until I go home in may to see my psychiatrist for this). My medication I currently take DOES NOT WORK and hasn't been for months. So on top of anxiety with classes, keeping my room clean because of my depression making it messy, and my poor mental state, I have been really, really inactive.
I always try to get on because I truly love this community since I've been here in late 2011. It's just that it's become harder and harder to pull out my laptop and open minecraft because I either, one, don't have time, or two, am too depressed to get out of or sit up in bed.
I hope you all understand, and I'm truly sorry for my poor activity because I've been trying but my brain doesn't want me to. I finally get out of my first year in mid-May (yay!)... So hopefully it's uphill from then on, even if it's for a bit because I truly appreciate this community, minus all the drama recently. I know a lot of you may not care about my really personal crap, but it's my 100% honest reasoning. So, as I said, I hope you all understand.
Thank you,
Nero
I just want to update my inactivity notice because I think my last one was made MONTHS ago...
So as many of y'all may know, I am a college student. On top of all the classes and clubs I'm in (classes: 5, clubs: about 10, including student body stuff), I also have bipolar depression, generalized anxiety, and (what I believe to be) ptsd (I have to wait until I go home in may to see my psychiatrist for this). My medication I currently take DOES NOT WORK and hasn't been for months. So on top of anxiety with classes, keeping my room clean because of my depression making it messy, and my poor mental state, I have been really, really inactive.
I always try to get on because I truly love this community since I've been here in late 2011. It's just that it's become harder and harder to pull out my laptop and open minecraft because I either, one, don't have time, or two, am too depressed to get out of or sit up in bed.
I hope you all understand, and I'm truly sorry for my poor activity because I've been trying but my brain doesn't want me to. I finally get out of my first year in mid-May (yay!)... So hopefully it's uphill from then on, even if it's for a bit because I truly appreciate this community, minus all the drama recently. I know a lot of you may not care about my really personal crap, but it's my 100% honest reasoning. So, as I said, I hope you all understand.
Thank you,
Nero
