Post by JagWire on Mar 27, 2019 2:10:39 GMT
I have decided to re-phrase this entire thread.
Over the last couple of days I have "thrown the toys out of the pram" as it were.
However, long story short, I can't actually just "leave", i can certainly try but i'll keep coming back. Mainly because it's a community i've been attached to for so long, it's almost impossible just to "leave". Honestly, resigning from admin was a regrettable decision, and I really could have solved these problems without quitting and throwing a tantrum about it. This is why important decisions should not be done at 3am.
I may have lost my reputation, or any respect admins had for me for over 6 years, but the one thing I can keep is some of the best moments i've spent with admins over the years. However, just because I've lost my reputation does not wipe the fact that I have contributed to this server, regardless of what happens now , you can't fault that.
Unfortunately though, my reasons for leaving have been completely taken out of context, and no-one seems to believe me, so i'll make a list of what actually happened, and if you still don't believe me, that's your problem:
-I felt that the management of the server was treating some admins better than others, so i gathered some admins together to discuss how we could highlight this.
-This "document", was justification that this was going on, and it was needed, because if I just made a thread with no justification it would have been even worse outcome.
-We did not try and "overthrow the owner", there are multiple admins (Yes in that group of 5-6 admins, who can vouch and say, that did not happen). We did discuss what would happen if seth were to leave in the future, but it wasn't something "planned"
-We did not try and "Take over the server", with that? 6 admins in a group chat is hardly going to make a difference. It was merely a group chat that we used to discuss problems, and how we could have addressed them.
-Every single time I justified my side of the story, they would just reference lies that were told about all of this.
-This "list", was a list of admins who we felt were being treated better than others, and my thread other thread justifies this, in the long run it wasn't the best idea, and I didn't expect the outcome to be clean, I expected a lot of backlash understandably.
I'm sorry to burst your bubble, that you honestly think 6 admins tried to take over a community in the hundreds...
Finally, I am sorry about everything else.
I'm sorry for accusing the server's management for being bias'd, if i had known the reasoning behind it I don't think I would have went through with any of this.
It may not sound the most genuine or mature to some, and its unlikely anyone will accept my apology, but you heard it from me.
What I did will be unforgivable to some people, and it's understandable, I called out a lot of people when there were much more mature, and simpler ways to solve these issues.
I started mass controversy in the forums, most people may not have agreed with what I had done, but I felt that it has had an effect, with the issues highlighted. As someone once said, this server can't actually function properly without some form of drama or debate, or else it would just collapse.
Thank you,
Jaguar
Over the last couple of days I have "thrown the toys out of the pram" as it were.
However, long story short, I can't actually just "leave", i can certainly try but i'll keep coming back. Mainly because it's a community i've been attached to for so long, it's almost impossible just to "leave". Honestly, resigning from admin was a regrettable decision, and I really could have solved these problems without quitting and throwing a tantrum about it. This is why important decisions should not be done at 3am.
I may have lost my reputation, or any respect admins had for me for over 6 years, but the one thing I can keep is some of the best moments i've spent with admins over the years. However, just because I've lost my reputation does not wipe the fact that I have contributed to this server, regardless of what happens now , you can't fault that.
Unfortunately though, my reasons for leaving have been completely taken out of context, and no-one seems to believe me, so i'll make a list of what actually happened, and if you still don't believe me, that's your problem:
-I felt that the management of the server was treating some admins better than others, so i gathered some admins together to discuss how we could highlight this.
-This "document", was justification that this was going on, and it was needed, because if I just made a thread with no justification it would have been even worse outcome.
-We did not try and "overthrow the owner", there are multiple admins (Yes in that group of 5-6 admins, who can vouch and say, that did not happen). We did discuss what would happen if seth were to leave in the future, but it wasn't something "planned"
-We did not try and "Take over the server", with that? 6 admins in a group chat is hardly going to make a difference. It was merely a group chat that we used to discuss problems, and how we could have addressed them.
-Every single time I justified my side of the story, they would just reference lies that were told about all of this.
-This "list", was a list of admins who we felt were being treated better than others, and my thread other thread justifies this, in the long run it wasn't the best idea, and I didn't expect the outcome to be clean, I expected a lot of backlash understandably.
I'm sorry to burst your bubble, that you honestly think 6 admins tried to take over a community in the hundreds...
Finally, I am sorry about everything else.
I'm sorry for accusing the server's management for being bias'd, if i had known the reasoning behind it I don't think I would have went through with any of this.
It may not sound the most genuine or mature to some, and its unlikely anyone will accept my apology, but you heard it from me.
What I did will be unforgivable to some people, and it's understandable, I called out a lot of people when there were much more mature, and simpler ways to solve these issues.
I started mass controversy in the forums, most people may not have agreed with what I had done, but I felt that it has had an effect, with the issues highlighted. As someone once said, this server can't actually function properly without some form of drama or debate, or else it would just collapse.
Thank you,
Jaguar
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