Panther's Permban Appeal

My Minecraft username is Spqce, my IP is 141.126.138.101.

I was permbanned on many IPs, at many different times. The time that I was permbanned for real here was about a year and a half ago. I can't pinpoint the exact time and date.

At the time of this ban, I was probably playing Minecraft here or on another server.

I think I was banned here because the staff team saw me violate the server's conduct policy by crashing it (1a)  and bypassing permbans. I understand why I was banned and by the conduct policy of this server it was a fair ban.

I have no idea which admin originally got my home IP permbanned. It was a long time ago. I wasn't told about the initial permban before it happened.

I have reviewed and agree to the server conduct policy.

    There's the required appeal information. Now for what I have to say. I've broken the server conduct policy and have been banned here countless times. For those who still believe I am a serial crasher/troll, I did all of this for a reason. I wanted to stop people from abusing here and give the OPs the freedom they deserve, abuse free. I've been around here for quite some time. I'm not appealing right now because I want to be unbanned. (My IP isn't even banned right now because the range permbans were purged.) I'm appealing because I want the all of the people here to understand that I did all this crashing because I wanted to end the admin abuse here. After I saw, years ago, the admins who tried to stop these bigger abuse/power problems myself get suspended temporarily or permanently, I figured I couldn't possibly become staff here and solve the problems. So I started developing exploits and crashing this server to send a message: if you abuse, the server you're working for isn't going to function. There are a lot of people here that see this as unfair or not the right thing to do, and that's a perfectly reasonable perspective.

    In a month or so, if this permban appeal is approved, I am planning to apply for admin here. For a lot of you, that may sound like a radical idea. I just want to solve these abuse and drama issues myself, as admin, when they're smaller and less of an issue, rather than attacking the server and attempting to hack away at massive problems like the ones that appeared here before. Some have seen me as admin on servers such as UnraveledMC and shadow.ga. Another option I have is to start over with a new identity. If people here dislike me so much that I won't be able to say anything or speak to everyone, I could just start over on a new account, if people here really want me gone for what I've done. The reason I'm not doing that is because I would much rather be here as an old-timer, and an experienced veteran of the server and the entirety of the free-op community.

    I am happy to see your response to this permban appeal, be it a vouch or an objection. I want to see feedback from some of the members here that I haven't had a chance to communicate to as much as others. And I will not hold anything against you if you choose to object.