Post by Deleted on Nov 6, 2019 23:56:39 GMT
1. Minecraft name:
Lykhant.
2. Discord username and identifier (if any):
Lykhant#4941
3. Approximate date of perm ban:
27th of July of this year.
4. Reason for perm ban. Please do not lie and try to be sincere and apologize as applicable:
Long story short, I helped LightUk in his not-so-good deeds by leaking logs to him, therefore breaking rule 1.o of the conduct policy.
The reason as to why I did it, is because I still had memories of a time I saw actual admin abuse (as in, crashing the server and such) and was not able to do anything about it. This, along with Light twisting reality, made me think that the server was truly corrupt, from the Super Admins to the owner. Because of that, I joined him, trying to search for logs of apparent admin abuse to somehow report it.
I never supported the use of exploits (like the planned schematic exploit to leak logs) or any similar attacks to the server, though. I thought I was contributing to a process to get justice. What I truly wanted was not to harm the server, but to somehow help it. Yes, I know that was not the way to do it.
I am aware that what I did was wrong and that my permanent ban was completely justified. At that time, I tainted my sight with hatred and ignored the good changes being done to the server. I should have never contacted Light in the first place. I did not even have the decency to talk to those I thought were so rotten to see if everything was actually how bad I thought it was.
I have used this time to let my mind rest and think more clearly about my actions. I decided to come back, but not as a future admin, but as just another regular player, as I admit that I was, as well, power-hungry.
Lastly, I want to apologize, for the thought of my past actions has haunted my conscience for a long while. I am fully aware that I have done more harm than good to the community, and that, I regret. I am truly sorry for having done what I have done, and I hope that at least some of you can forgive me.
5. Do you agree to follow our server banning procedures (see totalfreedom.boards.net/thread/21065/) and the rules in place on the forum (https://totalfreedom.boards.net/thread/8134), and all the conditions stated above?
Yes, I have also made sure to get informed on the last changes to the conduct policy.
6. Please provide the one IP that you will be using to login to the server. If you don't know it, visit ip4.me and cut and paste the result. All other IPs that you used to get perm banned will remain perm banned. Don't provide a VPN IP.
152.89.32.84
Lykhant.
2. Discord username and identifier (if any):
Lykhant#4941
3. Approximate date of perm ban:
27th of July of this year.
4. Reason for perm ban. Please do not lie and try to be sincere and apologize as applicable:
Long story short, I helped LightUk in his not-so-good deeds by leaking logs to him, therefore breaking rule 1.o of the conduct policy.
The reason as to why I did it, is because I still had memories of a time I saw actual admin abuse (as in, crashing the server and such) and was not able to do anything about it. This, along with Light twisting reality, made me think that the server was truly corrupt, from the Super Admins to the owner. Because of that, I joined him, trying to search for logs of apparent admin abuse to somehow report it.
I never supported the use of exploits (like the planned schematic exploit to leak logs) or any similar attacks to the server, though. I thought I was contributing to a process to get justice. What I truly wanted was not to harm the server, but to somehow help it. Yes, I know that was not the way to do it.
I am aware that what I did was wrong and that my permanent ban was completely justified. At that time, I tainted my sight with hatred and ignored the good changes being done to the server. I should have never contacted Light in the first place. I did not even have the decency to talk to those I thought were so rotten to see if everything was actually how bad I thought it was.
I have used this time to let my mind rest and think more clearly about my actions. I decided to come back, but not as a future admin, but as just another regular player, as I admit that I was, as well, power-hungry.
Lastly, I want to apologize, for the thought of my past actions has haunted my conscience for a long while. I am fully aware that I have done more harm than good to the community, and that, I regret. I am truly sorry for having done what I have done, and I hope that at least some of you can forgive me.
5. Do you agree to follow our server banning procedures (see totalfreedom.boards.net/thread/21065/) and the rules in place on the forum (https://totalfreedom.boards.net/thread/8134), and all the conditions stated above?
Yes, I have also made sure to get informed on the last changes to the conduct policy.
6. Please provide the one IP that you will be using to login to the server. If you don't know it, visit ip4.me and cut and paste the result. All other IPs that you used to get perm banned will remain perm banned. Don't provide a VPN IP.
152.89.32.84
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